Tuesday, February 19, 2008
"The Big Bitch"
No, this is not going to be a rant -- "The Big Bitch" was the name of the B-17 in which my father was a tailgunner in World War II. The Flying Fortress was based in England. On October 21, 1942, they made a raid on Lorient, France, were shot down and took two Nazi fighter planes (Focke-Wolf 190's) with them.

The crew of the Big Bitch. My father, Andrew Lexington Jackson, on the far right, enclosed in red.

Beverly Ann and her daddy.
I was four years old at the time. This is the only photograph I have of myself with my father. I don't remember him at all -- except in all those ways that people remember everything.

Doris and Lex on the lake where he dearly loved to fish. It is said my mother was pregnant with me when this picture was taken.
After Lex's death, my mother remarried. I was not allowed to see my grandparents or relatives on the Jackson side of the family. (my stepfather was nuts). So until my grandmother died, (I was in high school) I never saw any of these pictures. Now I have A treasure trove of letters, photos and memorabilia, including my dad's Air Medal and Purple Heart. He is a big, empty hole in my heart.
I never learned much about him though...I had no idea where he was buried, for one thing. But the decades passed so quickly and I put it behind me as children do.
The other day, I told a writer friend, Vanessa Gebbie, about my dad. She began to ask me questions about him, and I poured out the little I knew. The next thing I knew, she sent me an email with the following information from the website of the American Battle Monuments Commission - The World War II Honor Roll.
Andrew L. Jackson
Sergeant, U.S. Army Air Forces
Service #18045030
341st Bomber Squadron, 97th Bomber Group, Heavy
Entered the service from: Arizona
Died: 21-Oct-42
Buried at: Plot 1 Row 10 Grave 6
Brittany American Cemetery
St. James, France
Awards: Air Medal with Oak Leaf Cluster, Purple Heart.
You might imagine my reaction. I haven't gotten over it yet. (thank you, thank you, Vanessa. I never dreamed I'd ever know this information. It never occurred to me that it would turn up on the internet!)

One mile S.E. of St. James, Manche, France, on the edge of Brittany. (about 201 miles from Paris via train.
So, my highest priority and largest goal at the moment is to save enough money to make a trip to France and visit his grave site. Before I die, before I am too old to travel, this is a MUST.
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The crew of the Big Bitch. My father, Andrew Lexington Jackson, on the far right, enclosed in red.

Beverly Ann and her daddy.
I was four years old at the time. This is the only photograph I have of myself with my father. I don't remember him at all -- except in all those ways that people remember everything.

Doris and Lex on the lake where he dearly loved to fish. It is said my mother was pregnant with me when this picture was taken.
After Lex's death, my mother remarried. I was not allowed to see my grandparents or relatives on the Jackson side of the family. (my stepfather was nuts). So until my grandmother died, (I was in high school) I never saw any of these pictures. Now I have A treasure trove of letters, photos and memorabilia, including my dad's Air Medal and Purple Heart. He is a big, empty hole in my heart.
I never learned much about him though...I had no idea where he was buried, for one thing. But the decades passed so quickly and I put it behind me as children do.
The other day, I told a writer friend, Vanessa Gebbie, about my dad. She began to ask me questions about him, and I poured out the little I knew. The next thing I knew, she sent me an email with the following information from the website of the American Battle Monuments Commission - The World War II Honor Roll.
Andrew L. Jackson
Sergeant, U.S. Army Air Forces
Service #18045030
341st Bomber Squadron, 97th Bomber Group, Heavy
Entered the service from: Arizona
Died: 21-Oct-42
Buried at: Plot 1 Row 10 Grave 6
Brittany American Cemetery
St. James, France
Awards: Air Medal with Oak Leaf Cluster, Purple Heart.
You might imagine my reaction. I haven't gotten over it yet. (thank you, thank you, Vanessa. I never dreamed I'd ever know this information. It never occurred to me that it would turn up on the internet!)

One mile S.E. of St. James, Manche, France, on the edge of Brittany. (about 201 miles from Paris via train.
So, my highest priority and largest goal at the moment is to save enough money to make a trip to France and visit his grave site. Before I die, before I am too old to travel, this is a MUST.
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How sad and beautiful, Bev. These photos make me ache for you--and what a gorgeous family you all were together. I'm sorry your stepfather kept you from your relatives and from this information, but I'm awfully glad you have it now.
I love these photos, Bev. Your dad was very handsome! You must must get to France to visit his grave. What a moving post. Bless you, Bev...
Kathy Fish
Kathy Fish
Wow Bev, that is amazing. I'm so glad she was able to find him for you! I hope this fills the hole in your heart, even if it's just a little bit. I know you'll make it to France.
Best,
Sharon
Best,
Sharon
My father and my father-in-law both also fought the Nazis in the Red Army, so I understand your feelings perfectly, Bev.
Mark Budman
Mark Budman
Heart warming and chilling at the same time. This must be making you into a big boiling pot of feelings. How different it is to look back, as adults, at parents long gone. And to have lived to be far older than that parent ever was? It's a peculiar feeling all its own.
Bev, I did so little... I am glad you now know where he is, and look forward to giving you a big hug when you come and stay on your way over to France or on the way back.
And... don't you look like him!
love
V
And... don't you look like him!
love
V
Wow, what a great story, and great pictures, too. I'm sure you will make it to France, soon. Good luck, my friend!
This is so moving, dear Bev. The pictures are wonderful-he is so young on the boat, with your mother, and you look so happy with him.
Hugs to you!
Hugs to you!
What a touching story, and I'm so glad Vanessa found that information for you. I'm sure you'll find your way to France soon, and I will wish you a big "Bon voyage!" Thanks for sharing with all of us.
Such a young man...so sad to me. I'm very happy for you on this...maybe some closure can come to you in that beautiful setting in France. Bless you.
Ward
Ward
Bev,
These photos are wonderful and I'm so glad you found out this information. It moved me to the verge of tears. I want you to go to France. I wish I could send you there.
Darlin'
These photos are wonderful and I'm so glad you found out this information. It moved me to the verge of tears. I want you to go to France. I wish I could send you there.
Darlin'
Amazingly poignant story and photos, Bev. Your parents were a gorgeous couple. War has robbed so many of so much. I'm glad you were able to retrieve some of your father's lost history.
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